Stinky's in training 😆

Hiiii every one! We have the stinkiest farts and diapers.


I got to spend more time with them this weekend since I was off!! I'm trying REALLY hard to be strong but I will be honest... I'm struggling with them not being home yet. I'm losing my strength to keep going to the hospital and coming home empty handed. I keep thinking "all we have left to do is eat!! It can't be that hard" but it is! It's exhausting for these guys. Of course I want them to be ready and healthy when they come home but I'd be lying if I said I was okay with them still being in the hospital. 

Austin has been doing so much better with breathing. The doctor is going to try and remove it in the next day or so.


Michael has his MRI tomorrow, again I'd be lying if I said I wasn't concerned about it. When they were smaller and ultrasound was done and it showed something on his brain. It could be nothing, it could be something. The decision was to wait and do an MRI when he would be closer to the due date. 

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